So this is definitely what my calling is....it has to be. Otherwise I am completely submerged in over my head to no avail.

I am beginning my study courses for the Texas Bar Exam. Already - heck - on the first day...we were in over our heads. A few of our lecturers have commented on the blank faces staring back at them.

The thought is that we will cram enough law into our heads in the next 2 months to successfully solve a legal problem in all areas of law on the BAR.


Bottom line - - the BAR is a BEAR. But we, like so many others, will make it through. And it is a small price to pay.

For me, I am consumed by the pressure of it all, but on the silver lining there is something else.....purpose. I can feel God telling me that I'm getting close. I know there is somewhere he wants me to be.....that I don't quite know yet, but I will when I'm supposed to. And another thing....clarity - (oh sweet clarity where have you been? and welcome back!) -

I feel the pull more and more to criminal law. It is my first love ( I have a BS in Criminal Justice) and each time I cover even a part of it in study time...I fall for it all over again. It just might be my calling.

Anyhoot! Just wanted to say hey and sorry to all the family and friends who feel I don't have time for you - I miss ya like crazy - and it's hard to even spend time with The D right now. The totality of our conversations goes something like this - "Good morning. Love you! Have a good day!.....Good night. Love you! Sleep good." So please don't feel left out.